hi
i’m howard kamil. tonya jone miller is my love and my partner.
bay city blues is our place.
over there on the right (no no the left. oh THAT left) is a link to our story or howard’s story or something like that. but i don’t think that’s going to work for me. i think the way to start making this my home is by acting like myself. and that means just talking to you. here. in what one might call an…unstructured…format.
i started this with someone else over five years ago. along the way a lot of things happened. some of you know them…some don’t. it’s ok. we’ll all get to know each other afresh.
the best thing that’s happened to me was meeting Tonya. probably the best thing ever.
the worst? we’ll get there another day. i’m in a different mood today. today we build.
i like phone sex. i’m pretty vanilla.
Tonya is GREAT at phone sex. you should call her. and anyone still here has to be good or Tonya wouldn’t have them. (Erika is special to us and I will not listen to anything about her. i like her. though no, i have NOT had phone sex with her. and won’t be doing so anytime soon. and i will point out that she has people who LOVE LOVE LOVE her. so there.)
hmm i guess i should be making all these things links. or making the words “phone sex” bold and tags and categories and…
sigh….
some stuff won’t happen here now. because we can’t have it in our home anymore.
stuff that will happen includes:
one girl = one character
if the pics are a porn star, she ain’t on the phone with you.
those two are enough for a start. there’s more but i don’t want to overwhelm anyone.
and also…just because i am willing to say i’m howard kamil doesn’t mean you can push girls for their real names if they don’t want to give ‘em out. don’t be an asshole.
NOBODY else has to give out their real name. that includes people at other places too. don’t throw ME at anyone. i am not running anyone else’s life and none of you have the right to do it either.
oh and while i’m thinking about it…
if you’re a girl reading this and looking to work….listen up carefully PLEASE.
read. read tonya’s blog. read this. read the work with us page. FILL OUT THE DAMN APPLICATION AND DO NOT CALL INSTEAD. IT JUST PISSES ME OFF.
if you can’t live with talking honestly with guys, move on. there are TONS of other places you’ll fit in. we aren’t one of them.
i have my own website with my name on it. howardkamil.com, but i rarely use it for much and i rarely update it. i think that’s because i have been unhappy here in phone sex / bay city blues / internet world. now i have a situation because I I I I ALLOWED it to occur. i should have known better. but WE…Tonya and dopey me….will fix it. i will do my talking to you here for the most part, though. my personal site will end up reserved for something stupid like my dark moments and words of others. or similar shit.
welcome to our home. this is going to be FUN. or, as lois’s sister used to say (maybe still does for all i know), “We’re gonna have fun now, God damn it.”
i also try to remind everyone to believe in America. we should be the best country on earth. and we will be if everyone keeps on doing it the right way. free. open. democratic. AMERICA. FUCK YEAH. (from ‘Team America – World Police.’) and don’t give up your rights. your ancestors fuckin’ died for them.
howard

